YSunday, December 30, 2007
I want to make everything clear here.
I do not have a crush on Benny Ong okay.
And I did not flirt with him the other night during the barbeque party.
there hahaha.
Yes i'm still sleeping at Darryl;s place. Sure is fun! And i get to continue playing my Kingdom Hearts 2 game.
Oh and recently i've been chatting with my old ex-classmate Kelvin Su a.k.a Kael/ Capone.
And we've been chatting about how our Primary school years used to suck.
When those malay dudes always call us name and shit.
Anyway then the topis went to Jeffery.(Another one of my ex-classmate who used to call me names.) Well actually Kelvin used to call me names too, and bully me sometimes but then, i
forgive him, cause he got the guts to say sorry. I mean like most guys won't admit there're wrong right? no?
HAHA.
- `jess ♥.- Desire! hahaha says:
i think i hate jefferey
- `jess ♥.- Desire! hahaha says:
for starting those shit bout me
- `jess ♥.- Desire! hahaha says:
hahaha
- `jess ♥.- Desire! hahaha says:
i think...
- `jess ♥.- Desire! hahaha says:
haha
~kAeL Vin
says:
loool go ahead
~kAeL Vin says:
neways
~kAeL Vin says:
hes lik
~kAeL Vin says:
de 1st time he saw ur pic in frenster
~kAeL Vin says:
HAHAHAHAHAH!
~kAeL Vin says:
he cant stop sayin "omg omg"
~kAeL Vin says:
"is dat jessica?"
~kAeL Vin says:
he looks dismayed... as if he doesn wana believe dat de girl whom he used 2 call rat turns up 2 be pretty
- `jess ♥.- Desire! hahaha says:
hahaha well... =)
Yeah and just so you all know. Before i got my braces. My teeth's like SUPER ugly i tell you. UGLAYY. PLus i wasn't at all pretty. That's why people used to call me names and eveything.
I mean i don't mean to brag and everything, least i look good now.=) hehe But it's different now. I'm glad it is. Like what Kelvin said. Puberty changed us all. See now he's so slim. Kelvin i mean, cause during Primary he's kinda fat? haha no offence yeah?
hmm.. thinking/talking about the past is good sometime. For example like i can finally see how i changed a lot. Or the way people's opinion about me has changed and everything. Feels good to know that the past i had before isn't as bad as now.
=)
And thanks to the braces, my teeth's much better now. And i mean much mch better!
Today i'm not really feeling well. I think i have a fever coming up, so i guess i better stop now. Thinking of what to blog about is killing me too.
byebye
xo jess. =D
YSaturday, December 29, 2007
I want to blog about something today. But then i'm too lazy to type.
HAHAHA.
I went to church today.
and Darryl said that his friend was hitting on me.
ah whatever.
oh and Kael, i forgive you for the bad things you said about me in the past, during our primay years.Haha
byebye.
jess.
YThursday, December 27, 2007
When my heart was shattered into pieces, It was you who picked the pieces up.
When i was a broken soul, it was you who glued me back together.
Happy five monthsary love. Yes, i agree with you, like how it's already five months in just a blink of an eye. Well i'm not sure if you feel like how i feel. You know, feel that time moves really fast and all. But yeah you get what i mean right?

HEHE anyway just a few days ago, i went to Sibu with Alister's family. It was a really long drive there.We make a move at 2pm and reached there at like about 1.am in the morning. I was dead exausted.
HAHA. We didn't do much there. Just shop for abit. I bought jeans!. The Applemints that i really wanted. And the 'kolo mee' there is the best!. HAHAHA ate it like three or four times? =p HAHA
I didn't exactly slept well during those two nights. The reason was, Alister kept taking up all of the space. And when i told him that, he was like " Not my fault that you're a light sleeper." haha
The next day, i texted Ian about it. And he said. Tell Alister, i'd punch him if he steal all the space again.haha aww.
Then the second night, i slept on the same bed as Darryl. I slept better as he didnt take up all the space.HAHA
And I miss Ian. He's in k.k now. Or maybe some place else. I'm not quite sure.
Can't wait for him to be back.
Okay REEEWIND! Before the trip to Sibu, Sarah slept over at my place. I was glad that we managed to catch up and eveything. I got really hyper as Sarah brought loads of lollipop.HAHA And we got really vain. Okay maybe just me. But who cares, it's been a while since i've been totally vain anyway. We spend the WHOLE night just laughing and talking till 5a.m =) A bit tired but was all good.
Here are some of the pics I/ we took that night and the day after. Am gonna upload a few as i'm a bit tired from the trip.

=]

Being Random.


And they say that laughter is the best medicine.

One of my faves.
Yeap that's about it. And i'm chatting with Edmund now.
Hey! HAHAHA
Oh and just a few minutes ago,Jeremy called me. He was drunk and talking crap with me.=.="
Hahaha
Anyway Wen, if you're reading this. Hi to you too! can;t wait for you to come back from Penang.We three must go out again.
love
jess.
YWednesday, December 19, 2007
Happiness is so short lived
Yeah anyway, Peng and i had been actually planning to sleepover in each other's places since last year, or perhaps the beginning of the year.
It makes me sad when i think about how her parents look at me. Well Peng said that "hate" is not the word,that's too deep. There're just cautious about me or something.
And yeah her parents didnt allow me, well not only me but her to go on with the sleepover.sighs
I was really looking forward, to that since last year.
It's like all the plans had been crushed just like that.Gosh.
Imagine the way i felt.
But there're reasonS for her dad not allowing me to stay at her place.
It's cause.
no1.He saw the text message i send to Peng the other day.(Peng told me it kinda dented his trust.
no2.Maybe it's cause he saw me out with Chua that day.(Hey that's already been a long time, about six months ago?)
Or maybe he just doesnt like the way i act?
ah screw it, at least i still have Alister's family to go to.
And Ian.=)
Well Ian,i'll be really missing you when you're off to your trip.I won't see you till January? HAHA and yes i remember you told me we've got enough space between us already.
And it's a sad thing that we can't go out on our five monthsary.
But then,you know i'll be fine while you're away.And you know that there's always someone waiting for you to come back.
And THANK YOU,for always driving such a long way just to see and spend time with me.HAHA =)
you make me feel so loved.
And you know what people. I do not believe how i fell in love with that ex of mine before.Is it called rebound?(maybe he's the Mr.Rebound guy) if you guys get what i mean. caused by the previous relationship? or maybe (love is blind?) Well i don't count him as my ex anyway cause he played me.Really? yea so just F*ck off.
But all that's over now.No use thinking about it right? =D
I am already super happy being with Ian.HAHA Ian cutieee.
and Christmas is coming along pretty soon.Can;t wait to spend it with my love ones(Alister's family). Their house's the only place i feel like i'm actually home.
And The Bangkok trip was GREAT! Stuffs there are so bloody cheap.Like the Converse shoes,it's original and it only cost $40+ Brunei money.I bought loads of clothes.and some funny looking key-chains for my darling friends.(Oh Ian,glad yu like tht thing i gave yu.Too bad the shirt didnt fit though. )
And my hair doesn't look as bad as before, as it kinda grew a bit.=D
hehe.
p/s. Gel,thanks for cheering me up.Though maybe you think you didnt,but you really made my day yesterday.
Anyway have a very merry christmas people.
Love Jess.
YSaturday, December 8, 2007
I am going to Bangkok tommorow.
Wasn't really looking forward to it but then it's better than just staying at home doing nothing right?
Oh wells.
And just recently i got a friggin hair cut.
I don't look as good as before anymore.
screw it. When i go to Kb i'm gonna straighten it so it looks better.=D
hehe that's what Peng said anyway.
So yea. tht's bout it.Sorry havent' been blogging much.It's not like people read this blog anyway..i know sad right? haha
xo
-jess.
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